This is my opinion about your article; It sounds like your are very young with other interests and you have not found someone in your life that makes your heart beat fast with thoughts of the person on your mind day & night until you have the courage to make your feelings a reality. You may have high motivation to learn but it is hard for me to believe that one can be in love (as in human to human love) with learning. This is what I think. Thank you for your thought-provoking article.